SEX, DRUGS, ROCK & ROLL
SUICIDAL AUGUST
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
I HATE AUGUST :(

bad luck follows me around like a bloodhound. wait; i think i'm being soaked in bad-luck-brew coming e start of August

nothing goes smoothly, nothing goes right, nothing i do works

EVERYTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.
not to mention e cold hard fact tt i'm in NS. ohhh NS is alrite, w/ all e sugary nice peeps! but when it comes to e fuck up'd old man.............

I WANNA STRANGLE HIM, WHIP HIM, SKIN HIM & SOO MUCH MORE

sighhhhhhhh.
in 15 mins i'm gonna go for a battle w/ my bad luck

September whr are you? can u come soon? any later i'm gonna go bang my dick against e wall

MARRIAGE PT2
"I never wanted to portray us as an ideal couple, just two imperfect ppl committed to making our relationship work."

MARRIAGE
Monday, July 30, 2007
FOOD FOR THOUGHT:
"What counts in making a happy marriage is not how compatible you are, but how u deal with incompatibility."

SORRY
Friday, July 27, 2007
I'M SORRY BOO BOO.
i know ure angry at all the things i did
but some things tt are done can never be undone
e damage has been made
maybe i'm still too playful or defiant
maybe its time to grow up
maybe its time to wake up
maybe its time for me to go
BYE

LAZY AS F*CK
HELLO. LIFE SUCKS :)
BYE

JITTERS CRITTERS
Wednesday, July 18, 2007

ARGGHHHHHHHH!

yep, its tt time of e year again whr i gt e chillies from my up-n-coming birthday;

I'M TURNING 21!

oh yippee! i'm nt exactly flabbergasted nor extremely excited over it. seriously its all butterflies
in my tummies

i think i'm nervous :(

oh wells, its time to sleep. or i'm gonna burst my account taking cabs. damn it y is my vocation on far far away island?

I'M PICKING MY TOE NAILS NOW :)















super super random. i feel like an old old old man. hahaha

WHY?

cos i sleep damn early, wake up damn early, go out damn early come back n sleep again :D

sighhhh. seriously thr's something really really wrong w/ my life now. its either for e good or bad; but somehow i'm stuck in between

wouldn't it be easier if we can like fast forward shit we've to go thru? OKAY NS REALLY SUCKS THUMB :)

i'm feeling 0.0004382468324623% better already!

A DEDICATION TO LI HONG YI
Tuesday, July 17, 2007


ohh my fingers n toes are desperately screamming literally for a pedi/manicure. sighhh i wanna have nice french-manicured nails! me likey very muchy

Anw this is e original letter of LI HONG YI;

DAMN IT! HE's GOT MAJOR BIGGG BALLS!

my bloody feet are laughing really damn hard now at his complete stupidity :)


From: 2LT Li Hongyi, _____ PC, _____
Sent: Thursday, 28 June 2007 9:36 AM

To: ___ ____ ____, Minister, MHQ; MG ______ ____, CDF, CDF Office; BG -___ ____ ____, COA,
COAOFF; COL _______, CSO, _______; zz All in ____, _________

Cc: zz All in ________, _____; zz ALL IN ____, _____; zz All in _____, _____; zz All in ______, ______
Subject: A complaint about the quality control of SAF officers
Dear Sirs and alI,

I am about to disrupt my national service to pursue further studies, and this will likely be my last email sent out for the next half a decade. Unlike the common "ORD letters" that you read, this letter unfortunately cannot be as cheerful. I am using this last opportunity to issue a letter of complaint against the quality control of officers in the SAF, more specifically against LTA X. During my time as his subordinate, LTA X was AWOL on at least 2 counts, attempted bribery, and lied to his subordinates and his superior officer. The battalion HQ has effectively given no punishment, and has not even made these infractions known to the rest of the battalion.

Let me first give you some background. I am the ____ ____ platoon commander from __________. In order to maintain operational readiness my duties are performed at _____ camp where our ops bus and servers are instead of at stagmont camp where our battalion is. The company is structured like so

OC

Centre Head

PC

The duties are therefore shared between the PC's, PS', and the Centre Head. LTA X is the centre head of the __________.

LTA X, was originally supposed to be on duty at _____ Camp as the duty commander for the _______ on the 20th and 22nd of April, a Friday and Sunday respectively. I was on duty on the 21st of April that Saturday, to minimize the changing over, I contacted him and asked if he would like to swap duties for the Saturday and Sunday. To this he agreed, and thus he was to be on duty on the 20th and 21st of April.

On the Friday however, LTA X called to inform me that he was busy during the day, and if I could cover for him until the evening. To this I agreed to do so. At about 1600 hours, I received a call from LTA X, informing me that he was on the way and that I could leave first, thought this would result in a time where there would be no duty commander in camp, he informed me that this had already be cleared with our OC. I therefore left camp.

On Sunday the 22nd of April I arrived back in camp to take over duty from LTA X. After he had left camp the men informed me that he had not arrived in camp on Friday at all, and that he only arrived in camp at 1800 hours on Saturday the 21st of April. On Saturday they had tried to contact him to ask his whereabouts, to which he told them that he was in fact in _____ in ______ camp getting some work done. The men contacted their counterparts in ______ camp to verify this, however no one in______ camp had seen LTA X. 1 further confirmed with the ______ duty personnel on Saturday that none of them had seen LTA X, this was also with confirmed with that day's BDO.

This news obviously was very distressing, I confronted LTA X regarding this information to which he confirmed that he only arrived in camp on Saturday at 1800 hours, but that he was at _____ for a while then left later to run some errands. Upon learning that I was to bring this information to our OC, LTA X then made an offer to do some of my duties for me to which I declined, his words were "You know if you need me to help you do some of your duties.."

On Wednesday after I had completed my personal investigation and confirmed that these events had indeed transpired, I informed our OC of these offences. Our OC spoke to LTA X regarding these issues, and let him off with a warning.

I would like the story to end here, however LTA RX was again on duty at ____ Camp for _________ on the following Saturday the 28th of April. At 0030 hours on Sunday the 29th of April I received a message from the duty personnel. The duty personnel of the platoon had just spotted LTA X's car, a white Mitsubishi lancer driving out of camp. I responded by telling them to check all the car parks and look for LTA X in camp. I received a call at about 0115 hours, the duty personnel informed me that they had checked the whole camp, and that LTA X's car was no where to be found. They also informed me that LTA X was no where to be found, not in any of the bunks nor any of the offices.

On Monday the 20th of April when I arrived back in ______ Camp for work, I confirmed with both the guard commander and the duty officer for Saturday the 28th of April, that at white Mitsubishi lancer had indeed driven out of camp at about 0030 hours on the 29th of April. This latest information was told to our OC.

When confronted by our OC, LTA X told him that indeed it was his car driving out of camp, he claimed however, that it was not him driving the car but that he had lent it to friend to drive out of camp. After checking with the person in question this was established to be untrue. Finally, LTA X admitted that he had lied, and that is was he who had left camp.

I have been informed that LTA X was to be given 10 extra duties, though this may be considered an extremely light punishment there is a further problem. To date, which is to say, 2 months from the incidents, none of the duties have been published in the battalion RO, in addition, LTA X has not served any of the extra duties he was supposedly awarded. In addition, this system of leniency is not consistent throughout the battalion, or even the company. The following was published in the RO on 1 1th of June 2007:

SXXXXXXXX CPL _____ ________ Non-compliance with a lawful duty or order. stoppage of Leave for 7 days

This was the punishment for CPL ______ for leaving camp an hour before he was supposed to. This was published less than a week after his infringement. If you were to calculate the time AWOL alone, LTA X was missing for a minimum of over 20 hours. This does not take into the account the fact that he repeated the crime less than a week after being reprimanded the first time. This does not take into account the lying to his superior officer. This does not take into account the fact that he is an officer, and thus should be even more liable than corporal.

Absence without leave
22. -(1) Every person subject to military law who is absent without leave from service in the Singapore Armed Forces or from the place where he is lawfully required for the time being to be shall be guilty of an offence and shall be liable on conviction by a subordinate military court to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 2 years or any less punishment authorised by this Act.
(2) It shall be a defence for any person charged under this section to prove that his absence was a result of circumstances over which he had no control.

this is where the report ends and the editorial begins. LTA X's continued service in the SAF is an embarrassment the entire officer corps. In the SAF we are constantly being told that we have very high standards expected from our officers. As an officer cadet any one of these actions would have you put immediately out of course. Here you have a person who lied to his subordinates, went AWOL, attempted to bribe a civil servant, went AWOL again not even a week after being reprimanded, then lied to cover himself, and tried to implicate another person in these lies. He discarded his second chance just days after being given it because he thought he could get away with it. I how ask you what exactly are these high standard that we speak of? I am realistically asking you how much worse than this can an officer really go? Does a person have to commit armed robbery or murder before he fails these supposedly "high" standards of officers in the SAF? I simply fail to understand how someone who would undeniably fail the standards expected of a cadet or even a private can continue to be an officer.

The decisions of the battalion HQ are equally saddening. How can a lower standard of discipline be expected of officers than of men? In the our society, when a police officer commits a crime he is held to an even higher standard, and given even greater punishment than a normal citizen, this is because he has betrayed the very values it is his duty to uphold.

I was told that one of the reasons this was so was that they did not wish to ruin his career with a summary trial. However the SAF is not a charity organisation and does not owe anyone a career. I feel that as a regular his status as an officer and his career should be under even closer scrutiny than that of an NSF, to intentionally withhold such information is effectively tricking the SAF into continuing to pay someone whom if all is known, has no place in the organisation.

Another reason told to me for LTA X's lighter punishment was that it is in light of the work he has done for the battalion, I feel this is unacceptable for several reasons. Firstly in our country we do not mitigate punishments based on past achievements, Durai was not excused despite the amount of money he helped NKF raise, and a doctor would not be excused from molestation no matter how many lives he has helped save. Secondly such mitigation is nothing more than justified corruption and no different from a criminal paying off the police to escape arrest, the very thing we fight so hard to keep out of our society, Finally even if the previous two points are conceded, what LTA X did was not a mistake, mistakes are done by accident. What he has demonstrated is a systematic failure of character and unacceptable as an officer.

Even if you attribute the lack of punishment to extreme leniency, the decision to not inform the battalion is even more suspicious. Especially in a _____ unit such as _________ where the importance of being on duty cannot be over emphasized, to not even inform the battalion of the occurrence is to send a signal that there is nothing wrong with his actions. If it was unintentional it shows gross negligence for something which is clearly an important matter, and if intentional shows a level of corruption that I need not elaborate on.

While some might say this is just a small matter, a story of a single bad officer, the fact that it was not dealt with more severely is indicative of a bigger problem. It shows the lack of quality control being practiced for the leaders of the SAF. The following quote was taken from the army's own intranet homepage:

"In the 3rd Generation SAF, the quality and commitment of our people will continue to be the most important determinant for advancement" - Member of Parliament Ms Indranee Rajah

We can take criticism about having second hand equipment, outdated training methods, and even questionable relevance to modern day operations. But one thing that cannot be tolerated is a reputation for having bad leaders. Such a reputation would compromise Singapore's defence credibility far more than using refurbished tanks or old training manuals.

While I may only be a 2nd lieutenant, I am a citizen of this country. And as a citizen I have the right to demand high standards from the leaders of the SAF While it is true that high standards are hard to come by and even harder to enforce, for such events to come to light and yet nothing be done about it is to say the very least, unacceptable and disappointing.

Yours Sincerely,
2LT Li Hongyi -
___________ Commander

I TOTALLY CAN'T BELIEVE U FINISH READING IT!

p.s i gave up like totally on e 4th paragragh :)

PUSSYSHIT














YAY YAY I'M BACK AT HOMEY!

apparently boo's busy playing w/ his Yorkshire Terrier on Nintendogs. "Teddy! Teddy!" like ROFL :D

anw, i miss my hot showerrrr sooooo muchhhhh; now tt i'm home i get to shit, bathe, scrub in ULTIMATE PEACE

damn it, i can't even shit in peace w/o e bloody OC looking for me to laminate or print some stupid crapshit for him

oh. i'm like #$%^&*@ irritated w/ this bloody teeny-weeny moth tt's flying arnd my room like a moth-circus :(

DIE YOU PESKY M*THERF*KER

:D
Sunday, July 15, 2007
oh i forgot;

1 MORE DAY TO END OF MY BLOODY CONFINEMENT! :)

thankgodiwasabouttorotndieinhere.

yay-ness to ME MYSELF & I;

HAHAHA to all e fucking recruits! 2 more weeks to go! HAHAHA

oh i'm missing my bed, pillow, bolster etc :(

ZZZ
i'm so in e mood to ZZZ n never wake up.

WAIT! I DID! FOR 3 FUCKING HRS!

its e small perks in life tt keeps me up n going. somehow nsf can't be choosers :D

let's all go suck thumb n pcc!

POKEMON SATURDAY
Saturday, July 14, 2007
LIFE SUCKS THUMB IN PULAU TEKONG!

wth. i'm missing Pokemon n having nuggets n fries for breakfast. 1/2 1/2 in a way its good n bad

alritey gonna go collect my food n have some daily read from Straits Times

DAMN I FEEL FUCKING SCHOLARLY. LET ME TAKE SOME GP PAPER NOW! :D

Friday 13th :)
Friday, July 13, 2007
YAY YAY I"M BACK IN FUCKING TEKONG DOING FUCKING NOTHING :)

you must be fucking wondering whr e hell do i get internet access, let me tell u;

i'm at SCABBARD. a place for NSF-shitties to get hold of their social life (or rather wad's left of it)

oh it comes along w/ msn too! hahaha my balls are gonna drop off w/ my lameass-shitto

anw i'm FUCKINGSICK w/ 3 days worth of MC from Tan Tock Seng Hospital n my bloody OC still wants me back in camp

TO DO WAD?

FUCKING LAMINATE HIS M*THERF*CKING BALLS I TELL U!!

YA. i'm back here sick n dying, throwing up from my mouth n shitting from my ass

OH I ♥ TEKONG ALOT ALOT ALOT :D

YIKES!
Sunday, July 08, 2007
OHMYFUCKINGGODITS SUNDAYAGAIN!!!
ya. i gotta be in camp tml again for some stupid commander's meeting :(

DAMMN IT *&^%$
Thursday, July 05, 2007





















FUCKING FUCKEROOS!
gotta wake up at 0500 hrs just to head back to camp n settle 200+ phone calls

LIKE WTF.
seriously i need my beauty slp. hahaha nw i talk like an air-head :D

anw i think i better stop obsessing abt alcohol n get to bed. damnnn i'm starting to sound like an alcoholic haha

gonna go pick up a fag instead, its more me

AND Y DO I"VE GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY AGAIN??






I want to eat.
Eating is important.
Eating alone is just
As important.

BAMBI
Wednesday, July 04, 2007





















haha i didn't blog at all about my new dog. not exactly new though, i've gt her like for 4 months plus alrdy :)

anw she's called BAMBI n her favorite past-time is to run n cannonball around my house. she LUVS to lick stuff too n chase her rubber balls all around

she's e lil darling in my family now, my mum peels grapes n apples for her to eat; gives her baths; n cleans up her poo poo. YUCKS!

i mean i do all these too, minus e peeling of grapes. fucking hell my mum gives Bambi ALL e fruits in e fridge :(

ohhhh. e worst thing is i can't seem to fucking toilet train her. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnit

other than tt, she's really e bundle of joy in our family n i sound disgustingly sweet in here hahaha

HOT HOT WEATHER





















its soo god damn fucking HOT nowadays. my room's incinerating on its own :(

apparently even e water for my shower is freaking HOT.

I FUCKING WANT COLD WATER!

alritey. its been rather slack n aimless for me e past few days. that is of cos minus off e retarded days i've gt to head back into camp :(

damnnnn i really hope, tt e old man fucks off n die :D

oh wells. wishful thinking is all i can do now. n i've gt to buck up on my attitude; i think i'm getting VERY irresponisble

boo's off to work already w/ me all alone @ home. arghhhh i wanna go out! haha maybe some ZOUK in me wld be uber good :)









The sky is full of messages.
Or else it would not change
Its colours that way.

CAFEDELMAR
Monday, July 02, 2007





















Caught up w/ fang-ster @ cafedelmar. its been quite awhile since we drifted apart n last met. oh wells it was nice meeting up though :)






















yesh yesh e cam-whores are out :)

me & leon were totally pooped aft yesterday's movie. dang! no more late nite movies anymore!

i need my zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZ

anw e food over at cafedelmar is actually quite gd. GO FOR E FUCKING FISH N CHIPS & CHICKY WINGS :)

cold beer on a hot saturday?

THAT is what i call total relaxation :D






















meet the Flintstones family, EricsonStone&CharlotteStone + their dog Mok hahaha. ohhhh i deleted majority of Mok's cam-whoring pics;

scary scary shit into e world of inhumane torture for my poor eyes :(

















sunburnt groupie w/ narcisstic tendencies :)




hootshoots! great day great day! abit tad too hot n i'm toasted to a chocolate brown but other den tt;
GREAT COMPANY along w/ SNAPPLE&BOOZE :D

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3. Informal Unusual; extraordinary.
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