i ♥ crowns

UNC CAL'S BDAY (:

2009-08-08T13:21:00.001+08:00

PUDGY PUDGY

2009-08-08T12:54:00.004+08:00

I AM FUCKING 66 KILOS. AMAZING. TIME TO HIT THE GYM

RAINY FRI. RAINY HEART

2009-07-24T10:29:00.002+08:00

/blasting: Its Not Unusual - Tom Jones

never meant to be never will be but dumb enough to agree. it rhymes doesn't it haha damn

on e course of self-destruction involving lotsa parties, booze, fun & my trusty marlboros (:

sadly i wanted to give u my all but u rejected once ovr n ovr again. nw i'm feeling dumber mann

CASUAL FRIDAY

2009-07-23T13:05:00.003+08:00

/blasting: with you - Sum41

hoho i just found out i've gt casual fridays! yoohoo! jeans n tees on fris. damnn i'm starting to like this job

anw i've gt a long list of rubbish stuff to accomplish. sigh busy wkends ):

-cut nails
-visit for leg wax
-visit tanning salon
-dentist
-settle sch payment
-run everyday
-bambi gotta cut nails too
-get more formal shirts
-sleep earlier
-finish all e bloody sch projects tt's been dragging for far too long
-be happy contented n othr bull$hit
-settle credit card bills
-fix msn on my mac

all of a sudden e list i listed is barely 1/2 of wad i remembered. haha king of procrastination (:

BANG BANG CAR CRASH

2009-07-19T17:11:00.002+08:00

/blasting: Shove It - Santogold

minor accident. bored to death now. nothing matters as much now ):

anw back to work tml. arghh i need money

hmmm birthday's coming soon. yikes!

all i wanted was you. note e word wanted; no longer needy

REVELATIONS

2009-07-09T12:10:00.002+08:00

/blasting: Blueside -Rooney

thank u for letting me go. sorry for letting u down

i wonder which hurts more, e heart or e liver? hahaha :D

finally it all ended this morning. i gt my closure tt i needed

BOO THE RAIN

2009-07-08T11:52:00.002+08:00

/blasting: Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

ARGH ITS FREAKING RAINING N MY NXT JOB INTERVIEW IS @ 2PM.

WTF&*$#$)Q$Q@#!!))((++

i knw y ppl tend to drink more when thy're sad. alcohol numbs e pain (:

n this is y i always argue tt alcohol is holy! heals e pain

everybody should just get drunk n love everybody (:

10 AM INTERVIEWS

2009-07-08T08:03:00.002+08:00

/blasting: Obsession - Mariah Carey

y can't ppl fucking tell me a reasonable time to wake up for interviews?

10 AM IS JUST TOO EARLY. period

do u knw tt my heart's pining for u? lovesick ):

n e rest is all bull. hahaha

p.s Friday just come quick. its e fat one's + woman's bday celebrations. can't wait to eat their crayfish n finish their bottles of liquor :D

WHEN THIINGS DON'T GO UR WAY

2009-07-07T14:56:00.001+08:00

been awhile since i blogged. sry blog. i never really missed u till things went bad

u've been my confidante for so long. anw back here again to rant n bitch hah

life's still a bitch n i need a job seriously

i'm quite happy no one will be reading this. i've become e closet blogger (:

STYLE & CLASS

2008-12-13T11:29:00.002+08:00

/blasting: T.I. - live your life ft. rihanna

been rather free n bored nowadays. nth much to highlight in my life at this point of time. EVERYTHING & I MEAN EVERYTHING is just fucking falling into place like a jig-saw

damn GOD give me some excitement mannn before i kneel over n pop dead (:

oh damnn $$$ can't buy style. unless ure donald trump or a rich old tart

PRADA-PRATA

2008-12-09T12:05:00.000+08:00

beware of all enterprises that require new clothes
- henry david thoreau, walden 1854

XMAS CHEER

2008-12-07T11:51:00.000+08:00

/blasting: christmastime is here - vince guaraldi trio

time of that year again w/ all e xmas cheer n new year celebrations (:

of all e resolutions made n broke i think its not bad tt i manage to fulfil at least a few of them!

1. wash face before i slp aft clubbing
2. never pay for any cover charge when i go clubbing
3. dun get caught by customs on e ciggies i smuggle back
4. read at least 3 books this year. (YEH I MEAN BOOKS. INTELLECTUAL STUFF)
5. tidy my room at least a wee bit
6. clean out e supremely old clothes n give it away
7. stun back free stationary from camp
8. 10 bottles of hard liquor opened
9. complete at least a Wii game i bought
10. come up w/ this list of bull$hit stuff i resoluted

RAJA's 21st BDAY

2008-12-06T11:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FUCKING 21st MY BESTEST AHNEH AHNEH FRIEND!

damn, his dad a warren officer booked like e SAFRA on Mt. Faber and crammed e place full of indians

its like new delhi dancing to high-energy ahneh music at zouk

anw i'm thr for e free drinks hahaha (aren't we all?) & duh of cos for e curry rice!

?

2008-12-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

/blasting: britney spears - circus

i've found age-old victorian romance of holding hands, sharing food n anything sugary romantic for that matters

now i'm settling down for everlasting love, one tt compromises and treasures e other party

AND NO I'M NOT DRUNK TIPSY OR HIGH WHEN I'M TYPING THIS (:

i just kinda figured its time to rein in e wild child in me n start to think of e ever faraway future

anw 99 more fucking days to go to my pink IC!

HORNY SO HORNY

2008-11-29T09:52:00.004+08:00

/blasting: patrick park - something pretty

i'm not about to be judged by anybody

i shall fuck whoever i wanna fuck, smoke whenever i wanna smoke, drink when i feel like drinking n sleep around w/ who i wanna sleep w/

i dun really care about e friends lost or friendships broken along e process. i seek to make myself happier, not compromise w/ e morals of society n e high standards we impose on ourselves n others

its a cynical world we're living in, lighten up n enjoy e ride (:

BED BUGS

2008-11-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

/blasting: toto - africa

damn i brought those bloody pests back w/ me from e rainy n gloomy tekong. i've been having bites all over me everynite. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

f*cking insects f*cking difficult to exterminate. oh yeh, e bottle above costs $20 a pop. so yeh i've spent 60 buckaroos on bedbug holy water ):

walls were sprayed, cupboards cleaned, everything within sight was sprayed sprayed sprayed n disinfected

i think if bambi ever comes in my room n licks my walls she's gonna die from toxic poisoning yeh. hahaha

goddamn those motherf*ckers

ALOY 21st B-DAY

2008-11-21T23:30:00.001+08:00

/blasting: joss stone - tell me what we're gonna do now

i'm feeling kinda poor now. betcha BK n booboo feels e pinch too ):

some words are best not spoken

anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALOYSIUS PINEAPPLE HEAD!!

FRI + ZOUK = JUNIOR!

2008-11-19T22:49:00.007+08:00

/blasting: britney - oops! i did it again

crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy

how e hell did i get dragged to Zouk on alternate days? damnn my willpower is weakening against e fucking Zoukies

oh yah i'm still in luv w/ e doll w/ e tattoos all ovr her. she is like sooooooo dope can?

not to forget e 2 idiotic jeffs or jeremys or J-smthing. see Junior ain't so bad aft all! it is unique n easy to rmb just like Kate Moss X:

gonna go eat my NTUC fish crackers n catch up on Gossip Girl Season 2

xoxo junior

p.s u know i'm hot. very very hot hahaha (:

DBLO ZOUKY BOY

2008-11-19T21:46:00.004+08:00

/blasting: eminem - mockingbird

i'm feeling awfully sleepy n grumpy due to e pathetic internet service STARHUB tt motherfuckeress is offering me

at e point aft their 20th phonecall (wait i think i'm exaggerating) i had one of my little blackouts on their little servants they pay to call n irritate ppl at all times of e day esp when ure sleeping

i was given 7 DAYS TO FUCKING VACATE MY INTERNET SERVICE so i'm expecting myself to be cut on e 21st, NOT 4 FUCKING WORK DAYS BEFORE HAND

so w/o internet service, i have tonnes of fucking photos jam-packed in my shitty comp n countless msn requests to send photos. WTF! hahaha =D

bumping into old aquaintances sure is awkward. boy to think we used to be BFFs. this is y i nvr believe in everlasting friendships

ships sink dun't they?

anw i vaguely rmb e turn of events but all i rmb is i had fun more or less at dbl O n Zouky. YAGER BOMBS AWAY yoyoyo! (=

SICK HERO

2008-11-12T17:36:00.002+08:00

/blasting: user - trading places

as i wait impatiently for e clinics to open again at 1830 hrs i can't help but wonder wtf do e docs n nurses do for e 3-4 f*cking hrs they close for lunch?

oh yahh 3-4 FUCKING HRS

damnnn i want medicine for my rumbling stomach n vagina-like asshole. if i dribble shit outta my ass anymore i'll wanna go for a sex-change HAHA :D

JACKIE GONE?

2008-11-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

/blasting: beyonce - if i were a boy

Jackie e queen mama of all 3 jack russels me n booboo own togets is currently M.I.A

wtf?! how cld a dog dissappear w/ e gates locked n being leashed at home at e porch?

p.s. i gave Bambi extra chicken cookie treats that night to feed my guilt

SUPERHERO SUNDAY

2008-11-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

/blasting: sugar ray - every morning

damnnnnnn i totally regretted nt bringing out my cam today mann

had quite a good time selling toys at China Square's flea market w/ Malcom. bought booboo a Kitty Pryde "Shadowcat" X-men action figure too.

DAMNNN 34 BUCKS MAN AFTER LESS

anw feeling rather rich from e SAF allowance bestowed on me faithfully on every 10th of e month, i gt booboo a Jack Spade bag too (:

feeling rather poor now i shall scrimp n save on e coins tt booboo passes me to lighten e weight of his wallet

BARRACKOBAMA

2008-11-07T17:20:00.000+08:00

/blasting: will.i.am - it's a new day

hey-bama! black is e new black again (:

anw w/ all e star studded power his been harnessing it doesn't really take much brians to guess whose gonna be USA's new president elect

anw it is da' shit to have change for once. REAL change instead of da' Bush-geezers tt ruled da' ~~White~~ Black House for like 8 yrs straight

NO MORE BOMBS YO! NO MORE WAR YO!

7-11 BEERS & RED BULL

2008-11-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

junior: "its a biological timebomb whr boys cheat & cheat when they're grown men"

fiona: "its e same for us u know? young gals want boobies, grown women want bigger perkier tits"

seriously smth is wrong w/ her mind n her perfectly french-manicured world

INDIAN NEH NEH

2008-11-03T23:36:00.001+08:00

/blasting: goo goo dolls - slide

arghhhh. just gt back from a mindless drooling session from marketing class

my lecturer speaks like e indian m*therf*cker from e VISA commercial ad

"Singapore?" "Mumbai da India!" @#$%^&* i fucking have no idea wad is being mumbled out of e muthu rajasamy ah neh neh's mouth

must be those damnn pratas or mutton curry they're eating

yeah i'm racist. SO WHAT?

CHICKY DANCE

2008-11-02T16:53:00.001+08:00

/blasting: usher - hush

i just realized that men aren't complicated, they're just like plants; just fuck their their silly brains out n u'll get wad u want

HALLOWEEN '08

2008-11-01T14:02:00.004+08:00

/blasting: taylor swift - love story

HALLOWEEN AT DBL O WAS F*CKING GOOD I TELL U. well to those a$$hole$ tt ended up at Zouk i hope u had fun Q-ing

unless ure a Z-member if nt, my ailing heart goes out to u & e sea of monsters, ghouls, goblins, witches etc etc (:

anw had lotsa fun w/ e groupies on e bus ride to 7 pubs belonging to Emerald Hill Group. Dang! e constant flow of beer helps alot as well mann

lame crappy sexist n our SQ stewardess jokes on e busride aside, its cam-whore cam-slut cam-prostitute w/ anybody tt's in a costume

anw ho-ho-ho i'm kinda like still happy-wee-wee-thrilled ovr e fact tt i've gt a bastard face ppl find easy to rmb

alrite e name junior helps too, but seriously; ITS E FACE (:

CK BOXERS BOY!

2008-10-29T21:14:00.005+08:00

/blasting: flo rida - in the ayer

are relationships e religion of e 90's?

i'm feeling lonely ):

CHECK YES JULIET :)

2008-10-28T20:56:00.001+08:00

/blasting: james blunt - tears & rain

puberty is a phase, 2 yrs of national service is just sadistic torture

*prays to god; just end e humiliation quick. 135 days left!

DR DENIM

2008-10-27T23:21:00.001+08:00

/blasting: pink - so what

a good pair of jeans is like a member of the family (:

dr denim for skinny jeans ARE e new sex

SMOKING KILLS

2008-10-27T22:48:00.006+08:00

/blasting: mariah carey - hero

fyi. smoking causes heart disease; but i gt a BIG heart so i'm warranted more puffs of e magic stick tt promises 5 mins of heaven (:

anw e usual usual @ Dbl O. new n much forgotten aquaintences were made, BK's gf seriously can't drink for nuts even if her life depends on it

THEY FUCKING LEFT ME AT ABT 1AM? godamnnnthatchewboonkiat&sereneasss ):

things me n lydia does when we're freaking bored n sloshed w/ yager bombs hahaha

ALCOHOLIC STRIKES BACK!

2008-10-24T21:08:00.001+08:00

/blasting: blacks kids - i don't wanna teach your boyfriend how to dance

I AM MOTHERF*CKING FIGHTING THE IRRESISTABLE TEMPTATION TO GO OUT FOR DRINKS.

i'm so bored at home i'm actually counting e no. of dust particles on my walls. shucks!

SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY

2008-10-24T20:50:00.005+08:00

/blasting: the beatles - i wanna hold your hand

the birthday gal! (:

BK vandalised e pool table. dumbassssssss

somehow in a mystical way i ended up drinking outside on a weekday nite. damnnnnnn

i've gotta practise control. CONTROL.

MINDDDD OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR ALCOHOLLLLL ):

APPLE PIE COFFEE ICE

2008-10-24T12:09:00.002+08:00

/blasting: boys like girls - thunder

wadever happened to breakfast at Tiffany's? all we have now is e 7am rush to gobble/swallow/choke/shove our food down e throat like a penguin

time to take a break from work ppl :)

MUMMY MY LIGHT POPPED

2008-10-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

/blasting: akon - right now (na na na na)

i dun bother saying to people wad's right or wrong yep;

sometimes ppl just have to go through it themselves

so motherfucking true!

I JUST WANNA LALALA

2008-10-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

/blasting: lily allen - smile

143 more fucking days to go! n i'll be a free man n proud owner of THE pink IC

supper at bedok 85 is good. damnn i luv those oysters :)

EXLIM S10

2008-10-19T19:53:00.004+08:00

/blasting: adele - crazy for you

boo boo got me a fucking new camera :)

another exlim to boot it. hahaha casio ex-s10 in fucking red to kick ass

smaller lighter faster sexier just e way i like it. anw we got it at a real bargain which involves Challenger, newspaper clippings n some commission-crazed-power-hungry sales staff

OH YAH. boo boo found a bag containing a professional camera DMC F27(i think its called a digital SLR?) which idiots use to point n shoot n have to interchange those bloody big lenses

so in a funny sort of way we ended up having a free camera n some poor chap cursing the shit out of us :)

TONKICHI

2008-10-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

/blasting: black kids - hurricane jane

feeling happy n contented w/ e tonkatsu pork loin floating in my stomach. yummy yummy yumm yumm :D

damnnn only Tonkichi serves e best tonkatsu in S'pore!

NEON LIGHTS ARMANI STRIPES

2008-10-16T12:52:00.002+08:00

/blasting: john legend - green light

i luv shirts from emporio armani :)

XOXO HARIE J

2008-10-16T12:37:00.005+08:00

/blasting: sugarhill gang - jump on it!

ONE FIFTH AVENUE

2008-10-07T21:00:00.006+08:00

/blasting: britney spears - womanizer

oh sweet jesus i'm starting to dread going back to e Tekong hell hole. damnn ppl are getting so plastic! ):

if ure not happy w/ me just say it to my face. dun go beating round e bush. seriously i can't even be bothered about e company; wad makes u think i'm running it like a big shot?

dun make me laugh. my general output is e equivalent of wad i'm being paid. unless i'm paid more or else i'll be doing e bare minimum to get by :)

anw its godamn tiring to travel 2 hrs to n fro. damnnn JUST 156 more days to go!

anw i'm hooked on Candace Bushnell's new book! One Fifth Avenue! totally rocks up NYC like no othr author playing up on e sex n fortunes of present day NYC

''For the women in Candace Bushnell's stellar new novel, One Fifth Avenue is at the heart of the lives they've carefully established or hope to establish. There is Schiffer Diamond, a forty-something actress busily proving that woman of style are truly ageless.

There is spoiled, self-assured Lola, who is determined to launch herself into society and the arms of the right man by clawing her way into the building.

Annalisa is the wife of a hedge-fund manager and reluctant socialite, while bitter Mindy is married to an under-published writer and has been the family breadwinner for too long.

And there is Enid, the glamorous grande dame and gossip columnist, who has lived at One Fifth Avenue for decades and sees everything there is to see from her penthouse view.''

seriously a godamn fucking good book. go get it or regret it. or we can always pray reallyy reallyyy hard for HBO to develop it into another TV series (:

THANK YOU!

2008-10-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

/blasting: rihanna - disturbia

this is wad i'm talking about! a place whr smokers like me are fucking respected n treated lke a decent human being tt pollutes e world :D

anw went East Coast today for some SPCA carnival. it totally tanked. seriously SPCA wasted a serious load of ca$h on a crap entertainer.

wait she could be a volunteer! den SPCA better not be needing her services anymore, maybe just her ca$h

arghhhh incoherent speech cos thr is this BIG BIG BIG BUBBLE filled w/ secrets tt is just bursting to come out yep

anw back to Pulau f*cking Tekong tml. betcha my day is gonna be spastic tml. i hate talking to moronic idiots with stripes on their shoulders :)

DBL O POST F1 EVENT

2008-10-04T13:51:00.003+08:00

/blasting: tina turner - proud mary

I TELL YOU POLAROIDS ARE SOO EFFFING FUCKING COOL. until u have to spend tons of money to get more film of cos

other then tt took loads of polaroids at Dbl O. gotta wait till the rest consolidate their collection of polaroids w/ mine :)

hahaha can see my cam in the reflection. hahaha :D

argh gonna go take a hot shower. damn my breath stinks of alcohol n dead children.

UPSY DAISY GET UR A$$ UP

2008-10-03T14:15:00.002+08:00

/blasting: nickelback - gotta be somebody

okays time to stop resting on my butt n get moving out for some retail therapy

aww shucks i'm out of ciggarettes n boo boo's not picking up my calls :(

grrrrrrrr. i shall go shit n go out

SICK LEAVE

2008-10-03T13:48:00.008+08:00

/blasting: pussycat dolls - elevator

HOME ALONE HOME ALONE sooo fucking bored and tired. just finished watching 'Hancock'. haha i know u m*thrf*ckers i'm like slowwwwww

anw digging thru my cell contacts for ppl to go drinking tonight at Dbl O. some post-F1 event w/ lotsa free booze :D

but main point is i've deleted like 30+ weirdos or ppl i seldom/rarely/do not talk to a longgg time. oh yah i hate cheapos man. those ppl tt are significantly nice to u when they need u but turn 360 degrees once u get them in n get anal about who's who paying for drinks :(

i doubt u'll see this anw, so there goes.

DON'T SMOOCH MY BOTTLE UNLESS URE PAYING :)

n if ure tt poor; stay home n play checkers w/ ur mummy

LOLLY LOLLY

2008-10-02T17:49:00.001+08:00

lolly lolly lolly lolly lolly lollylollylollylollylollylollylollylollylollylollylollylollylollylollylolly let me see you pop that body.

SHIRT & A TEE

2008-10-02T16:22:00.004+08:00

OLD-FEL-ME-PHOTO

2008-08-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

happen to find this old pic of us. hahaha damn i need to bulk up moreeeeee :D

22 & 26 BDAY

2008-08-24T18:30:00.001+08:00

RAN-DOM

2008-08-24T18:24:00.001+08:00

EXAM STRESS

2008-06-25T14:36:00.004+08:00

i'll be at home from today til Sunday. gonna be mugging for my IT paper on Monday

damn i have no idea whr to begin. all e skipping of classes n smoking off does really pay off. I HAVE NO IDEA WAD'S GOING ON

all i knw is tt i'm freaking fucking screwed

time to hit good ol' Mac n get a McKOPI to start e brain cells charging ):

& FUCK U A**HOLES TT KNOW WTF IS A RAM/HARDDISK?

HELLO JUNGLE

2008-06-25T14:25:00.006+08:00

FUN CRAZY LAME-ASS PEOPLE I HUNG AROUND W/ IN THE BLOODY JUNGLE (:

YES. I HAVE SMALL FEET. BUT I HAVE A HUGE DICK :p

OH YAH. MY SMALL FEET WALKED 24KM TOO

HELLO 3SG BK

2008-06-25T14:11:00.002+08:00

hello hello i am back.

HELLO!!!

i think my blog is pretty dead, but who cares?!

hahaha i went to the jungle. i saw many bugs. i brought along an arsenal of "BAYGON" :D

i shot blanks at freaking recruits. i helped digging their shit hole. i fucking pee'd on a snake.

YAY YAY thank god that freaking nightmare is over.

many many forbidden pics. so just this random one will suffice (:

SKIP LEAP HOP A HEARTBEAT

2008-04-29T23:49:00.003+08:00

clubbing's up tml w/ army peeps. seriously i just found out tt some lying shameless little skank out thr told ppl i "was" attached to it

how funny n ludicris is tt?

shit you bitch.

n good luck in "looking straight". once a fruit-tart always a fruit-tart :)

anw i'm torn between e old & the new.

i luv old stuff n not fond of trying new shit; BUT some new shit i tried like yam ice-cream i actually like

shucks! i think i'll just take things 1 at a time den

rather incoherant blabbering here :)

LUCKY LUCKY SMOKER

2008-04-22T20:26:00.003+08:00

lucky lucky i'm so lucky (:

i've not been in camp for e past 2 days. tml i'll be going for a course!

yay yay! lotsa free time to catch up on my aftnoon naps (:

i need to play mahjong. i wanna win $$$ to add into my iTouch fund

anybody wanna donate me some moo-lah?

CUTTING DOWN ON CIGGARETTES IS A RESTRICTION OF RIGHTS. NOT SAVING MONEY.

thr, i made my point :D

BAND OF BROTHERS

2008-04-22T16:51:00.004+08:00

Peeps i'm seriously gonna miss when they ORD.

HAHAHA i'm ROD-ing soon on 12/03/09! O-N-E more fucking year to go!

C9L9 i heart u yep!

aloy, me & BK

Anws BK & me cried like bitches in the club tt nite. e smoking room is seriously an emo-shithole whr we poured our hearts out

the saviour of my many lives n e big brother tt takes all my shit everyday without fail (:

OH YA BK is e same fucker tt puked all ovr my shoes;

as the saying goes: "Brother bo geh gao!!"

LOVE

2008-04-21T11:30:00.002+08:00

Carrie Bradshaw/ Me: i am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love.

And i don't think this love is here.

=_=

2008-02-05T15:41:00.002+08:00

LIFE'S NOT GOOD
LIFE'S NOT CHEERY
LIFE'S NOT LUCKY
LIFE'S NOT ENTERTAINING
LIFE'S NOT EXCITING

my life's a mess. other den getting high ( but not wasted) drinking away. i think i have nothing better to do

i gt myself a new watch. oh wells nothing much to add or subtract

i just don't happen to change easily

ZERO安全感

2007-12-16T15:02:00.002+08:00

You can never be together w/ someone whom u don't even feel anything for
You'll only find urself having endless troubles

&

You know... when you do tt, u don't even feel that u're in a r/s.

The feeling is very true. 或许那就叫做感觉不到的安全感吧.

A-Z

2007-12-13T10:03:00.000+08:00

THE LETTER 'A'
Are you Available?
- yesh i'm single!

What is your Age?
- legal 21 (:

What Annoys you?
- children aged 12 & below

THE LETTER 'B'
Do you live in a Big house?
- nope. its very small actually

When is your Birthday?
- 21st Dec

Who is your Best friend?
- i can't remember

THE LETTER 'C'
What's your favorite Chocolate?
- dark bitter godivas

Who 's your Crush?
- _ _ _ _ _ _

When was the last time you Cried?
- i think quite recently

THE LETTER 'D'
Do you Daydream?
- i don't believe in rainbows, butterflies & fantasys

What's your favorite kind of Dog?
- jack russel! cos i have one (:

What Day of the week is it?
- surprisingly sunny thursday

THE LETTER 'E'
Have you ever been in the emergency
room?
- yeppo

Did you have a crush dat starts
w/letter E?
- never did

THE LETTER 'F'
Favorite Flower?
- Iris

THE LETTER 'G'
Do you chew Gum?
- yeshyeshyesh

Are you a Giver or a taker?
- T-A-K-E-R

THE LETTER 'H'
What's your Height?
- 1.77

what color is your Hair?
- black

THE LETTER 'I'
What's your favorite Ice cream?
- green tea

Have you ever Ice skated?
- yep. i lost all feelings w/ my butt tt day

Do you play an Instrument?
- violin

THE LETTER 'J'
What's your favorite Jelly bean?
- wtf?

Hve you ever heard a really
hilarious Joke?
- i'm nt easy to please

Do you wear Jewelry?
- yeppo

THE LETTER 'K'
Who do you want to Kill?
- MWO CKO

Do you want Kids?
- kids are crunchy

which Kindergarten did u go to?
- St. Andrew

THE LETTER 'M'
Whats your favorite Movie?
- chick flicks! hell yeah!

Do you still watch disney Movies?
- yup. i think i have a whole collection

Do you like Mangoes?
- never did

THE LETTER 'N'
Do you have a Nickname?
- too much. some too embarassing

What's your favorite Number?
- 01

Do you prefer Night over day?
- i'm a discreet club-kid at night

THE LETTER 'O'
Whats your One wish?
- just be happy

THE LETTER 'P'
What one fear are you most Paranoid
about?
- INSECTS

What's a Personality trait you
look for in the opposite sex you like?
- humour me pls?

THE LETTER 'Q'
Are you Quick to judge people?
- very very very fast like superman

THE LETTER 'R'
Do you watch Reality tv?
- oh yes. spill me e details!

THE LETTER 'S'
Do you prefer sun or rain?
- sun! i want my tann back!

Do you like Snow?
- i like snowmen

THE LETTER 'T'
What Time is it?
- 10.00 freaking AM

What time did you wake up?.
- 08.00 freaking AM

THE LETTER 'V'
Whats the worst veggie?
- corn

Where do you want to go on Vacation?
- Madrid or Venice

THE LETTER 'W'
What's your Worst habit?
- nose digging

THE LETTER 'X'
Have you ever had an X-ray?
- yep

Do you own a xylophone?
- wtf no

THE LETTER 'Y'
Do you like the color yellow?
- i <3 spongebob squarepants

What Year were you born in?
- 1986

Whats one thing you Yearn for?
- PAYDAY :D

THE LETTER 'Z'
Whats your Zodiac sign?
- Leo

Do you believe in the zodiac?
- sometimes. sometimes

FELICIAMICHELLEME

2007-12-12T18:20:00.000+08:00

I LIKE MICHELLE'S FRIEND JAMES!

FAT DISGUSTING CHEAP & UGLY.

my god ask me about him if you see me & i'll tell u ALL about him hahaha! :)

single single single

2007-12-01T11:02:00.000+08:00

i'm wayyy done w/ relationships i guess. wad's a guy gotta do to pls everybody?

i'm sick of getting to knw someone all over again n break up again at e end of the day. soo i'm back as a singular guy in this mundane world

i guess being single's nt so bad afterall, u get more time to urself. I'VE GOT TIME TO CUT MY TOE NAILS! other den tt its rather pathetic when ure out-fo-lunch n needs a luv to reserve seats for u. le sighhhh

anw life's pretty slack for me as i'm clearing leaves n offs. hahaha mostly illegal ones :)

ta-ta for now. kiss kiss smokes smokes n Bambi's walking time!

CARA TANG'S 20TH :)

2007-11-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to auntie trans
happy birthday to auntie trans
happy birthday to auntie trans
happy birthday to you~!

reunion of old friends :)
i miss all of ya; esp all e fun n laughter we had in e past :)

the making of new friends :)

HELLO!

2007-11-12T01:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO AGAIN :)

i'm back after a few months of hard partying n booze nights. i'm now officially an alcoholic/chain-smoker n i'll be a druggie soon if i can find a supplier. HAHAHA

anw nth changed much at all. everything's pretty much e same. been on a few dates, mostly bad a few gd yet no potentials. seriously i've given up on L-O-V-E

i'm back to my wild child ways of partying. pass e tequilla shots pls!!

NO TITLE

2007-08-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

HEART BREAK. UNLESS URE A CLOSE FRIEND, OR SOMEONE IN MY INNER GROUP, U WILL NOT SEE HEAR OR GET A RESPOND FROM ME.

MAYBE I SHOULD MAKE IT CLEARER. HAPPY TIMES ARE OVER. I'M BACK TO SMOKING AFTER I QUITTED AND MAYBE ITS TIME TO REALLY SHUT DOWN ONCE AND FOR ALL.

TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS I'M SORRY. I NEED TO BE LEFT ALONE WITH MY CIGGS N CRYYYY MY BLACK HEART OUT.

AS FOR YOU, I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO SAY BUT 3 YEARS IS LONG. I NEVER ONCE REGRETTED BEING WITH YOU. BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WAD'S LEFT OF ME. YOU ARE GOD DAMN SELFISH. AFTER I'M DONE CRYING I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE YOU; BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO LET GO.

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

WITH A BROKEN HEART,
JUNIOR

SEXY BACK?

2007-08-15T09:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO TO MY ALMOST EXTINCT BLOG :)

i've been living at the end of Singapore; Pasir Ris w/ my granny. SERIOUSLY i can't take it anymore tt i'm staying thr

SHOPS CLOSES AT 10pm???

THR'S NOTHING TO EAT MUNCH CHEW! e nearest 7-11 is like a 15mins walk away. YAY!

oh yah. i've been cutting down on my nicotine fags to like 6 a day? pretty impressed w/ myself. oh ya i saved tt extra few bucks for my bitrthday.

OHMYGOD. yah i'm turning 21 :D

okays its been a pretty random post. EXPECT MORE PICTURES WHEN I GT HOME. FAIR DINKUM!

GRANNY's CHILLI CHILL PAD

2007-08-09T10:31:00.000+08:00

BYEBYE I'M ON HIATUS. MY HOUSE's UNDER RENOVATION :)

I HAVE NO PLACE TO STAY BUT W/ MY GRANNY

I ♥ IT HERE LOTS!

ITS GOD DAMN BORING & THE INTERNET CONNECTION IS LIKE FUCKKKKKK

SUICIDAL AUGUST

2007-07-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

I HATE AUGUST :(

bad luck follows me around like a bloodhound. wait; i think i'm being soaked in bad-luck-brew coming e start of August

nothing goes smoothly, nothing goes right, nothing i do works

EVERYTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. not to mention e cold hard fact tt i'm in NS. ohhh NS is alrite, w/ all e sugary nice peeps! but when it comes to e fuck up'd old man.............

I WANNA STRANGLE HIM, WHIP HIM, SKIN HIM & SOO MUCH MORE

sighhhhhhhh. in 15 mins i'm gonna go for a battle w/ my bad luck

September whr are you? can u come soon? any later i'm gonna go bang my dick against e wall

MARRIAGE PT2

2007-07-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

"I never wanted to portray us as an ideal couple, just two imperfect ppl committed to making our relationship work."

MARRIAGE

2007-07-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

FOOD FOR THOUGHT:

"What counts in making a happy marriage is not how compatible you are, but how u deal with incompatibility."

SORRY

2007-07-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

I'M SORRY BOO BOO.

i know ure angry at all the things i did

but some things tt are done can never be undone

e damage has been made

maybe i'm still too playful or defiant

maybe its time to grow up

maybe its time to wake up

maybe its time for me to go

BYE

LAZY AS F*CK

2007-07-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO. LIFE SUCKS :)

BYE

JITTERS CRITTERS

2007-07-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

ARGGHHHHHHHH!

yep, its tt time of e year again whr i gt e chillies from my up-n-coming birthday;

I'M TURNING 21!

oh yippee! i'm nt exactly flabbergasted nor extremely excited over it. seriously its all butterflies

in my tummies

i think i'm nervous :(

oh wells, its time to sleep. or i'm gonna burst my account taking cabs. damn it y is my vocation on far far away island?

I'M PICKING MY TOE NAILS NOW :)

2007-07-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

super super random. i feel like an old old old man. hahaha

WHY?

cos i sleep damn early, wake up damn early, go out damn early come back n sleep again :D

sighhhh. seriously thr's something really really wrong w/ my life now. its either for e good or bad; but somehow i'm stuck in between

wouldn't it be easier if we can like fast forward shit we've to go thru? OKAY NS REALLY SUCKS THUMB :)

i'm feeling 0.0004382468324623% better already!

A DEDICATION TO LI HONG YI

2007-07-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

ohh my fingers n toes are desperately screamming literally for a pedi/manicure. sighhh i wanna have nice french-manicured nails! me likey very muchy

Anw this is e original letter of LI HONG YI;

DAMN IT! HE's GOT MAJOR BIGGG BALLS!

my bloody feet are laughing really damn hard now at his complete stupidity :)

From: 2LT Li Hongyi, _____ PC, _____
Sent: Thursday, 28 June 2007 9:36 AM

To: ___ ____ ____, Minister, MHQ; MG ______ ____, CDF, CDF Office; BG -___ ____ ____, COA,
COAOFF; COL _______, CSO, _______; zz All in ____, _________

Cc: zz All in ________, _____; zz ALL IN ____, _____; zz All in _____, _____; zz All in ______, ______
Subject: A complaint about the quality control of SAF officers
Dear Sirs and alI,

I am about to disrupt my national service to pursue further studies, and this will likely be my last email sent out for the next half a decade. Unlike the common "ORD letters" that you read, this letter unfortunately cannot be as cheerful. I am using this last opportunity to issue a letter of complaint against the quality control of officers in the SAF, more specifically against LTA X. During my time as his subordinate, LTA X was AWOL on at least 2 counts, attempted bribery, and lied to his subordinates and his superior officer. The battalion HQ has effectively given no punishment, and has not even made these infractions known to the rest of the battalion.

Let me first give you some background. I am the ____ ____ platoon commander from __________. In order to maintain operational readiness my duties are performed at _____ camp where our ops bus and servers are instead of at stagmont camp where our battalion is. The company is structured like so

OC

Centre Head

PC

The duties are therefore shared between the PC's, PS', and the Centre Head. LTA X is the centre head of the __________.

LTA X, was originally supposed to be on duty at _____ Camp as the duty commander for the _______ on the 20th and 22nd of April, a Friday and Sunday respectively. I was on duty on the 21st of April that Saturday, to minimize the changing over, I contacted him and asked if he would like to swap duties for the Saturday and Sunday. To this he agreed, and thus he was to be on duty on the 20th and 21st of April.

On the Friday however, LTA X called to inform me that he was busy during the day, and if I could cover for him until the evening. To this I agreed to do so. At about 1600 hours, I received a call from LTA X, informing me that he was on the way and that I could leave first, thought this would result in a time where there would be no duty commander in camp, he informed me that this had already be cleared with our OC. I therefore left camp.

On Sunday the 22nd of April I arrived back in camp to take over duty from LTA X. After he had left camp the men informed me that he had not arrived in camp on Friday at all, and that he only arrived in camp at 1800 hours on Saturday the 21st of April. On Saturday they had tried to contact him to ask his whereabouts, to which he told them that he was in fact in _____ in ______ camp getting some work done. The men contacted their counterparts in ______ camp to verify this, however no one in______ camp had seen LTA X. 1 further confirmed with the ______ duty personnel on Saturday that none of them had seen LTA X, this was also with confirmed with that day's BDO.

This news obviously was very distressing, I confronted LTA X regarding this information to which he confirmed that he only arrived in camp on Saturday at 1800 hours, but that he was at _____ for a while then left later to run some errands. Upon learning that I was to bring this information to our OC, LTA X then made an offer to do some of my duties for me to which I declined, his words were "You know if you need me to help you do some of your duties.."

On Wednesday after I had completed my personal investigation and confirmed that these events had indeed transpired, I informed our OC of these offences. Our OC spoke to LTA X regarding these issues, and let him off with a warning.

I would like the story to end here, however LTA RX was again on duty at ____ Camp for _________ on the following Saturday the 28th of April. At 0030 hours on Sunday the 29th of April I received a message from the duty personnel. The duty personnel of the platoon had just spotted LTA X's car, a white Mitsubishi lancer driving out of camp. I responded by telling them to check all the car parks and look for LTA X in camp. I received a call at about 0115 hours, the duty personnel informed me that they had checked the whole camp, and that LTA X's car was no where to be found. They also informed me that LTA X was no where to be found, not in any of the bunks nor any of the offices.

On Monday the 20th of April when I arrived back in ______ Camp for work, I confirmed with both the guard commander and the duty officer for Saturday the 28th of April, that at white Mitsubishi lancer had indeed driven out of camp at about 0030 hours on the 29th of April. This latest information was told to our OC.

When confronted by our OC, LTA X told him that indeed it was his car driving out of camp, he claimed however, that it was not him driving the car but that he had lent it to friend to drive out of camp. After checking with the person in question this was established to be untrue. Finally, LTA X admitted that he had lied, and that is was he who had left camp.

I have been informed that LTA X was to be given 10 extra duties, though this may be considered an extremely light punishment there is a further problem. To date, which is to say, 2 months from the incidents, none of the duties have been published in the battalion RO, in addition, LTA X has not served any of the extra duties he was supposedly awarded. In addition, this system of leniency is not consistent throughout the battalion, or even the company. The following was published in the RO on 1 1th of June 2007:

SXXXXXXXX CPL _____ ________ Non-compliance with a lawful duty or order. stoppage of Leave for 7 days

This was the punishment for CPL ______ for leaving camp an hour before he was supposed to. This was published less than a week after his infringement. If you were to calculate the time AWOL alone, LTA X was missing for a minimum of over 20 hours. This does not take into the account the fact that he repeated the crime less than a week after being reprimanded the first time. This does not take into account the lying to his superior officer. This does not take into account the fact that he is an officer, and thus should be even more liable than corporal.

Absence without leave
22. -(1) Every person subject to military law who is absent without leave from service in the Singapore Armed Forces or from the place where he is lawfully required for the time being to be shall be guilty of an offence and shall be liable on conviction by a subordinate military court to imprisonment for a term not exceeding 2 years or any less punishment authorised by this Act.
(2) It shall be a defence for any person charged under this section to prove that his absence was a result of circumstances over which he had no control.

this is where the report ends and the editorial begins. LTA X's continued service in the SAF is an embarrassment the entire officer corps. In the SAF we are constantly being told that we have very high standards expected from our officers. As an officer cadet any one of these actions would have you put immediately out of course. Here you have a person who lied to his subordinates, went AWOL, attempted to bribe a civil servant, went AWOL again not even a week after being reprimanded, then lied to cover himself, and tried to implicate another person in these lies. He discarded his second chance just days after being given it because he thought he could get away with it. I how ask you what exactly are these high standard that we speak of? I am realistically asking you how much worse than this can an officer really go? Does a person have to commit armed robbery or murder before he fails these supposedly "high" standards of officers in the SAF? I simply fail to understand how someone who would undeniably fail the standards expected of a cadet or even a private can continue to be an officer.

The decisions of the battalion HQ are equally saddening. How can a lower standard of discipline be expected of officers than of men? In the our society, when a police officer commits a crime he is held to an even higher standard, and given even greater punishment than a normal citizen, this is because he has betrayed the very values it is his duty to uphold.

I was told that one of the reasons this was so was that they did not wish to ruin his career with a summary trial. However the SAF is not a charity organisation and does not owe anyone a career. I feel that as a regular his status as an officer and his career should be under even closer scrutiny than that of an NSF, to intentionally withhold such information is effectively tricking the SAF into continuing to pay someone whom if all is known, has no place in the organisation.

Another reason told to me for LTA X's lighter punishment was that it is in light of the work he has done for the battalion, I feel this is unacceptable for several reasons. Firstly in our country we do not mitigate punishments based on past achievements, Durai was not excused despite the amount of money he helped NKF raise, and a doctor would not be excused from molestation no matter how many lives he has helped save. Secondly such mitigation is nothing more than justified corruption and no different from a criminal paying off the police to escape arrest, the very thing we fight so hard to keep out of our society, Finally even if the previous two points are conceded, what LTA X did was not a mistake, mistakes are done by accident. What he has demonstrated is a systematic failure of character and unacceptable as an officer.

Even if you attribute the lack of punishment to extreme leniency, the decision to not inform the battalion is even more suspicious. Especially in a _____ unit such as _________ where the importance of being on duty cannot be over emphasized, to not even inform the battalion of the occurrence is to send a signal that there is nothing wrong with his actions. If it was unintentional it shows gross negligence for something which is clearly an important matter, and if intentional shows a level of corruption that I need not elaborate on.

While some might say this is just a small matter, a story of a single bad officer, the fact that it was not dealt with more severely is indicative of a bigger problem. It shows the lack of quality control being practiced for the leaders of the SAF. The following quote was taken from the army's own intranet homepage:

"In the 3rd Generation SAF, the quality and commitment of our people will continue to be the most important determinant for advancement" - Member of Parliament Ms Indranee Rajah

We can take criticism about having second hand equipment, outdated training methods, and even questionable relevance to modern day operations. But one thing that cannot be tolerated is a reputation for having bad leaders. Such a reputation would compromise Singapore's defence credibility far more than using refurbished tanks or old training manuals.

While I may only be a 2nd lieutenant, I am a citizen of this country. And as a citizen I have the right to demand high standards from the leaders of the SAF While it is true that high standards are hard to come by and even harder to enforce, for such events to come to light and yet nothing be done about it is to say the very least, unacceptable and disappointing.

Yours Sincerely,
2LT Li Hongyi -
___________ Commander

I TOTALLY CAN'T BELIEVE U FINISH READING IT!

p.s i gave up like totally on e 4th paragragh :)

PUSSYSHIT

2007-07-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY I'M BACK AT HOMEY!

apparently boo's busy playing w/ his Yorkshire Terrier on Nintendogs. "Teddy! Teddy!" like ROFL :D

anw, i miss my hot showerrrr sooooo muchhhhh; now tt i'm home i get to shit, bathe, scrub in ULTIMATE PEACE

damn it, i can't even shit in peace w/o e bloody OC looking for me to laminate or print some stupid crapshit for him

oh. i'm like #$%^&*@ irritated w/ this bloody teeny-weeny moth tt's flying arnd my room like a moth-circus :(

DIE YOU PESKY M*THERF*KER

:D

2007-07-15T18:09:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot;

1 MORE DAY TO END OF MY BLOODY CONFINEMENT! :)

thankgodiwasabouttorotndieinhere.

yay-ness to ME MYSELF & I;

HAHAHA to all e fucking recruits! 2 more weeks to go! HAHAHA

oh i'm missing my bed, pillow, bolster etc :(

ZZZ

2007-07-15T17:31:00.000+08:00

i'm so in e mood to ZZZ n never wake up.

WAIT! I DID! FOR 3 FUCKING HRS!

its e small perks in life tt keeps me up n going. somehow nsf can't be choosers :D

let's all go suck thumb n pcc!

POKEMON SATURDAY

2007-07-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

LIFE SUCKS THUMB IN PULAU TEKONG!

wth. i'm missing Pokemon n having nuggets n fries for breakfast. 1/2 1/2 in a way its good n bad

alritey gonna go collect my food n have some daily read from Straits Times

DAMN I FEEL FUCKING SCHOLARLY. LET ME TAKE SOME GP PAPER NOW! :D

Friday 13th :)

2007-07-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY I"M BACK IN FUCKING TEKONG DOING FUCKING NOTHING :)

you must be fucking wondering whr e hell do i get internet access, let me tell u;

i'm at SCABBARD. a place for NSF-shitties to get hold of their social life (or rather wad's left of it)

oh it comes along w/ msn too! hahaha my balls are gonna drop off w/ my lameass-shitto

anw i'm FUCKINGSICK w/ 3 days worth of MC from Tan Tock Seng Hospital n my bloody OC still wants me back in camp

TO DO WAD?

FUCKING LAMINATE HIS M*THERF*CKING BALLS I TELL U!!

YA. i'm back here sick n dying, throwing up from my mouth n shitting from my ass

OH I ♥ TEKONG ALOT ALOT ALOT :D

YIKES!

2007-07-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

OHMYFUCKINGGODITS SUNDAYAGAIN!!!

ya. i gotta be in camp tml again for some stupid commander's meeting :(

DAMMN IT *&^%$

2007-07-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

FUCKING FUCKEROOS!
gotta wake up at 0500 hrs just to head back to camp n settle 200+ phone calls

LIKE WTF.
seriously i need my beauty slp. hahaha nw i talk like an air-head :D

anw i think i better stop obsessing abt alcohol n get to bed. damnnn i'm starting to sound like an alcoholic haha

gonna go pick up a fag instead, its more me

AND Y DO I"VE GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY AGAIN??

I want to eat.
Eating is important.
Eating alone is just
As important.

BAMBI

2007-07-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

haha i didn't blog at all about my new dog. not exactly new though, i've gt her like for 4 months plus alrdy :)

anw she's called BAMBI n her favorite past-time is to run n cannonball around my house. she LUVS to lick stuff too n chase her rubber balls all around

she's e lil darling in my family now, my mum peels grapes n apples for her to eat; gives her baths; n cleans up her poo poo. YUCKS!

i mean i do all these too, minus e peeling of grapes. fucking hell my mum gives Bambi ALL e fruits in e fridge :(

ohhhh. e worst thing is i can't seem to fucking toilet train her. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnit

other than tt, she's really e bundle of joy in our family n i sound disgustingly sweet in here hahaha

HOT HOT WEATHER

2007-07-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

its soo god damn fucking HOT nowadays. my room's incinerating on its own :(

apparently even e water for my shower is freaking HOT.

I FUCKING WANT COLD WATER!

alritey. its been rather slack n aimless for me e past few days. that is of cos minus off e retarded days i've gt to head back into camp :(

damnnnn i really hope, tt e old man fucks off n die :D

oh wells. wishful thinking is all i can do now. n i've gt to buck up on my attitude; i think i'm getting VERY irresponisble

boo's off to work already w/ me all alone @ home. arghhhh i wanna go out! haha maybe some ZOUK in me wld be uber good :)

The sky is full of messages.
Or else it would not change
Its colours that way.

CAFEDELMAR

2007-07-02T01:52:00.000+08:00

Caught up w/ fang-ster @ cafedelmar. its been quite awhile since we drifted apart n last met. oh wells it was nice meeting up though :)

yesh yesh e cam-whores are out :)

me & leon were totally pooped aft yesterday's movie. dang! no more late nite movies anymore!

i need my zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZ

anw e food over at cafedelmar is actually quite gd. GO FOR E FUCKING FISH N CHIPS & CHICKY WINGS :)

cold beer on a hot saturday?

THAT is what i call total relaxation :D

meet the Flintstones family, EricsonStone&CharlotteStone + their dog Mok hahaha. ohhhh i deleted majority of Mok's cam-whoring pics;

scary scary shit into e world of inhumane torture for my poor eyes :(

sunburnt groupie w/ narcisstic tendencies :)

hootshoots! great day great day! abit tad too hot n i'm toasted to a chocolate brown but other den tt;
GREAT COMPANY along w/ SNAPPLE&BOOZE :D

memories

2007-06-29T02:29:00.000+08:00

Once thr were 3 of us sharing all our emotional bumpy joyrides, all e crappy stuff we tell each other & 3 shoulders to cry on whenever we needed it :)

den somehow one way or another we separated & moved on :(

oh wells. i'm nt new to this anyway, since i've been doing it alot to my othr friends

BUT definitely looking back @ all e pictures we took together was a blast down Pearl Harbour memory lane...

emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo;

*damnit i gotta go slp. waking up at 0730hrs later

T3S2

2007-06-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

FUN, TEARS, JOY & LAUGHTER;

all in that little room w/ 12 beds n lockers. i'll never forget all the lame jokes, illegal smokes, canteen food, truth or dare etc. tt happened in just an abrupt 4 months

good things must come to an end for greater heights. LAMEnCORNY yesh i knw!

but always n forever its really a memory tt will be remembered;

for the photo album guys :)

CAMP CAMP AGAIN :(

2007-06-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

i'm like heading back to CAMP AGAIN! like wtf is there sooo many shit to clear even though i'm like having "lull"?

okays i'm just gonna head back for tml morning only. sooo i shld just shut my trap n quit whining

oh wells, i'm pretty happy n yesh very contented w/ my vocation which afew ppl help me fight for :)

lotsa ♥ to u-know-who-u-are.

to just sum it all up, NS ROCKS! minus e bald part n definitely e tuck-in shit everybody's soooooo obssessed about

BUT i'm still alive well n kicking it goes to show NS seriously can't kill, probably maim, i dunno; wad i'm trying to say is IF I CAN GO THRU IT, YOU CAN TOO :D

oh i gt silver for my 1st IPPT. STUNNER RIGHT? i chain smoke, club n drink like Lindsay Lohan before rehab n i still got SILVER.

HAHAHA WAD A JOKE. ROFL

p.s. i'm seriously not kidding abt e silver :)

HELLO I"M BACK :)

2007-06-28T18:34:00.000+08:00

TAURUS PLATOON 3 SECTION 2!!! :)

2007-05-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

work work work :(

2007-02-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

YAY to e fucking fact tt i'll be quitting from my waitering job in 3 day's time!! :D

i'll miss all e enthusiastic/corny/lame troopers out thr tt's been thru thick n thin with me

n nt to forget e assholes tt gave me shit n crap every other day

it'll feel damnn damnn strange nt waking up early on a sun morn n head out to work. BUT nw i can slp all da' way till late noon :D

still i'm kinda sad. missing out all those fun n crazy ppl @ Scruffy Murphy's

my luv luv luv is out to ppl like (in no particular order): dewi, nick, dyn, lynette, claudine, denise, vanessa, ady, leona, jay, yc, mcron maybe ivan

if u're name's nt thr, it means ure a pile of dung tt can't stop stinking up my day @ work :)

kudos to anna n pad hopefully life's still gd after i leave; n being able to handle e Sun n Sat slam w/o me. hahahha :D

oh wells, tt's all i guess. kinda tired n gotta wake up early for wrk tml again. fuck fuck fuck

Every day's another loss
Need the pay so please the boss
Through the sludge they mingle by the mile
Every worker looks ahead
Ah the kiddies must be fed
So they trudge along in single file- Nellie Mckay, Work Song

Picture Perfect

2007-02-01T13:40:00.000+08:00

Biscuit's growing up well. othr den e more den occasional whining to gt attention or e non-stop nipping at stuff

ohhh nt to mention e puppy-molting phrase. fur fur fur everywhr, n Biscuit's getting pissed at having to spray medicine on :(

ok, i sound as though i'm starting a "Mummy's 1st Baby Scrapbook". hahahahaa

anw gonna go shower n head out to town for CNY shopping :D

Picture perfect a life that you saw in a magazine
Or maybe a travelling book
Wanted to get on that plane and fly away
cause you are a rock star deep down inside
You walk with a swagger, got nothin' to hide
Cigarette in your mouth, a cuff on your jeans
Your sideburns are perfect, you're a perfect and lean
So you made an oil painting to inmortalize
All of the hope and vision in your eyes
In your leisure coat and cowboy hat
North American records and so much to bat for - Nelly Furtado, "Picture Perfect"

biscuit!

2007-01-31T02:28:00.000+08:00

tripple hoots in getting a new pup! n i've named it Biscuit :D

anw Rocky, one of dear's husky ran away last December when e mother-fucking rain short circuited his gate n left it open

shit happens, n i gave up hope on getting Rocky back although e reward is $1000

gt Biscuit off Pasir Ris Farmway 2. damnnn thr's like soo many animals ovr thr yeh!

lots of puppies, cats, fishes etc. anw we bought lotsa marine fishes as well! will gt e pics of all e Nemo & Dory i gt :D

I been watching you for a minute
Come through here so sweet scented
In life girl you need me in it
IM determined to win it
I know what you need
I know what's wrong
I know how to make it tight
Everything will be all right - "Let Me Hold You" , Bow Wow(feat. Omarion)

my hiatus is over :)

2007-01-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

hello everybody. or rather e mofos tt bother to read my blog :D

its been a fucking fucking fucking long time since i blogged

ALL THANKS TO E MOTHERBOARD-FUCKING-KEYBOARD TT MALFUNCTIONED

anw all's well w/ me. i'm still e same old same old. sooooo stop banging into me on e streets n asking hw am i doing

i'm sick of it. i don't need ppl to ask me hw i'm doing when i'm enjoying my last stick, window-shopping or rather just having a cuppa of coffee :D

so thr, i'll just pretend i don't knw u n treat u like a martian frm planet Pluto

How the girls can turn to ghosts before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them are keeping them from dying
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay with you in your steps,
Pace with you a while
So long, so long... - "So Long, So Long" , Dashboard Confessional

worn-weary-washed-out

2006-12-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

i'm godamnn fucking tired aft continuous days of hard wrk :(

damn my pay better be gd cos aft all this shit i'm facing everyday frm shitty customers i need some very serious retail therapy

anw life sucks life sucks life sucks life pretty much just sucks for me

i think i'm gonna die frm lung/stomach/mouth/throat cancer soon :D

cos at e rate i'm smoking n coughing, it won't be long before i pass out comatose

my mum left for Shang Hai with her frds. damnn she btr fucking bring something back for me!!!

she took e cam as well, so no pics to upload. hahaha its nt like i'm blogging regularly nowadays

TIRED
TIRED
TIRED
FUCKING TIRED

i hate cheena ppl :)

2006-11-24T14:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha i luv faux fur. apparently e jacket daphne lent me is like 4 sizes too small

it looks more like a maltese-aft-machine-wash drapped on me yeh :D

n a super great shout-out to Casey for buying like 11 bottles of Jim Bean ovr. damnnn ure a sneaky fella trying to gt us drunk :)

applies to daphne with her lychee martinis as well hahaha

i'm soooo craving to club! or rather to drink

life is nt gd nt bad nt thr nt here. i need some spices or rather fireworks to heat things up abit

it gets very very monotonous in a monogamous r/s

anw i'm nvr-ever-fucking-hell-no-even-if-u-pay-me-to-club with e cheena man SHEN PENG again :)

tt motherfucker from cheena threw an ice-cube at me n aladdin's head. damnn tt son of' a bitch

oh pls pls pls, if u can't drink just say so. don't hanker after free drinks n act macho man

it just makes u look tt much smaller

he goes arnd telling ppl he wrks in a pub at e Ritz Carlton. but seriously, he gets drunk thr n den wad? slap e hotel guests?

this marks e end of an catasthrophic clubbing exp. with my so-called ex-classmates :)

Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
And no matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we steppin on the dancefloor
It's me and you - Samantha Jade, Step Up

Beautiful Life (La Bella Vita)

2006-11-21T13:47:00.000+08:00

God wont talk to me
I guess she's pretty busy lately
I'd like to believe
She's listening

I'm starting to feel
All of my bruises imagined are real
And I'll get through each day
I dig through the bad ones
To get to the good ones
Who's keeping score anyway

And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
Lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

I talk in my sleep
That's the one place I know no one can hear me
I tell my self things
Don't walk in the shadows, there's always tommorow
And I'm right where I want to be

And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
Lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautyful life

Oh it hurts while it's happening I wanna feel everything
How will you know 'til you try?
And this is my beautiful life

My beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
Lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still is amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

inner peace?

2006-11-19T13:33:00.000+08:00

been working practically 4-5 days a wk slaving myself off :(

anw e returns have been gd. got to knw my ex-colleagues btr n learned many new stuff

on top of e busy wrk schedule i've been a heavy clubber too. my tolerance of beer gt stronger to like a jug?

hahaha n e no. of shots, shooters or any spirits just bring it on!! its like drinking h2o alrdy :D

had a talk with daphne e othr day n we found out e similarities in friendships tt sour away cause ure working

i mean its like when ur frd is busy studying/working, ur dead-stoned at home with no one to go out with;

but when u start working ur frds knnbccb u tt ure always nt free! wad's e point in tt?

do u think its rather enjoyable for me to hear tt ure out having fun when i'm slogging my guts out?

e conclusion me n daphne had was tt to treasure our colleagues more, cos thy're gonna be e ones closest to u

life is sooo nt a pretty bed of roses

Words can't express what you mean to me

hoots hoots hoots!

2006-11-14T14:55:00.000+08:00

I'll be your romeo and you can be my juliet

90 miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry
Chorus:
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I'm speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight
(chorus)
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me? Tonight
(chorus)
Someday we'll know
Why sampson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the One for you
Seeing you in February was great
Cliches eventually all come true
'time heals all wounds'
I went to get us our 9th drink
and you ran out the door with another guy
I woke up on the floor with my shoes on
A smile on my face and I didn't even care

damn this song is the shit, after asking Alex n Monica i finally found the answer to which band sang this song...

THE NEW RADICALS

Trans-Auntie-Cara-Tang's-B'day

2006-11-14T04:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY TRANSEXUAL AUNTIE CARA TANG!!!

lotsa lotsa luv n kisses from me n leon :D

n many great thanks to fantastic ppl ovr at Dbl O like Daphne n her frd, George n of cos Casey :)

ohhh i learnt smth new too! nvr ever ever wrk e nxt day if ure out clubbing n drinking e nite before

It takes two hands to clap in a relationship